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Aug. 10th, 2009 | 10:57 am
mood: cynical cynical

Back from Vietnam days ago.
Nothing more.

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Seattle, Washington.

Jun. 9th, 2009 | 07:03 am
mood: blah blah
music: Look at... The Glow - TVXQ / DBSK

 Boy, have I not posted in years. Well, I'm back, I guess [?]

I'm at Seattle. =x My ears have not been popped yet-- from the fricken flight.
So far, I've went to an Aquarium and to a Tourism of the Underground World?
Haha, it was interesting. it was really fun-- But, I wish I stayed at school for those two extra days D;

My parents should've re-thought about the school schedule. > __ >;
Anyhow, back to Seattle. It's the weather I've been waiting for. Cold, yet in the between. Whenever it's night, it gets colder.
I wish I could bring this weather back to Florida with me ) ;
Ehe, and I've noticed some homeless people.
"God bless you" and "Feed the Hungry, please." card-board signs. It was really sad.
I didn't bring money with me at that time! I left it home! Curse my stupidity.

Before I came here, I was already sick. Sick to death. Coughing, throat pains, ALLERGIES. I asked myself, "Why did it just happen on this particular DAY? Is this a sign of somesort?" It pissed me off, that's for sure.
>  < Sigh; this day just gets better.
Yesterday, we were suppose to go to my Great Grandmother's, then to somewhere fun. As I went to my grandpa's vehicle,
my eyes got all watery(my allergies), and I started to feel a headache. It hurt so much, I cried > _ >;
Then, my grandpa<3 assured me that he'll get medicine right away. It made me feel safe and secure.

We were at my Great Grandma's apartment, and I did NOT want to show her my face.
I felt so miserable and sick-- It was a feeling where I just randomly think of the saddest things that happened in my lifetime. ( X haha.
So damn depressed that day. D;

But, everything will be fine! I know it.
If I keep up my confidence, then obviously it would!


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Asian Haters

May. 6th, 2009 | 06:58 pm
music: 랄랄라, It's Love!


1. We do not comprehend the words "ching chong".

2. WHATTHEHELL does "ching chong" even mean?!

3. Not all Koreans make nuclear bombs or eat dogs.

4. Just cause you see an Asian person it doesn't mean they're Chinese, they could be Japanese, Korean, Vietnamese, Indonesian, Filipino etc.

5. We are not all COMMUNISTS.

6. We don't always eat egg rolls and when we do, it's like once in a blue moon.

7. Asian girls with long black hair HATE being called The Grudge or the girl from The Ring. Same goes for Asian guys and being called Grudge boy.

9. Dynasty Express and China King are not considered "real" Chinese food.

10. We don't use THAT much M-S-G.

11. Don't ask us to speak our language, we will when we feel like it.

12. We don't know how to translate your name so stop asking cause most likely we can't.

13. Don't ask us to teach you curse words either.

14. Stop trying to pair up Asian guys and girls at your school and say they look cute together. Not all Asians belong together.

15. All Asian countries speak different languages.

16. Just because we're Asian it doesn't mean that we know karate, kung fu, tae kwon do etc. Even though we are probably capable of kicking your butt anyway.

17. Don't say all Asian people look the same, that's like saying all white people look the same, all African Americans look the same and all Hispanics look the same. When will you realize your stupidity?

18. Surprise! Not all Asians are good at maths.

19. Not all Asians are short.

20. Or skinny.

21. By the way, it's VietNAMese, not VietMANese.

22. Not all Asian families run a nail shop although some of them do.

23. Same goes for convenient stores and laundromats.

24. What do you people stare at? Haven't you seen an Asian person before?

25. Just to let you know, it's NOT funny when you tape your eyes up and start speaking gibberish. That just gives us another reason to kick your butt.

26. Go ahead, make fun of us. We'll just make fun of you in our own language.

27. It's ok for us to call each other F.O.B's but if you call us one you're asking for a beating.

28. Yeah we eat rice, so what? Got rice?

29. Don't fold your hands and bow at us like you know what you're doing cause honestly you look like an idiot.

30. Don't ask if the Chinese use cat in their food, if they did they would label it "cat lo mein" instead of beef lo mein. They don't use cat if you didn't already guess that by now.

31. No...Yao Ming is not my uncle.

32. Chopsticks are the perfect utensil and the easiest to wash.

33. White rice is the perfect side dish.

34. Soy Sauce tastes great on almost everything.

35. People from India are Asians too.

36. People from the Middle East are just as Asian as people from the southeast.


Jenny's ideas ! <3

38. No, you may not come round my house for a free Chinese.

39. All of china does not consist of ONLY villages, there are cities too.

40. Not half of china consist of rice fields.

41. We do not cook dogs or cats. Say that to me, and i will cook your own dog and give it to you as your 'takeaway'.

42. I will not give you a fortune cookie.

43. Japan is NOT in china.

44. Just because you see another Asian somewhere, it does NOT mean i know them.

45. Stop saying "oh he looks cute, go for him" just because we're Asian.

46. We DO NOT always eat Chinese food, most of us eat other foods, such as Indian, English, American, Italian, just like how you white people eat Chinese?


47. Asia is NOT a country, it is an continent.

48. Asian is NOT a language.


50. Not all of us Asians are rich = its a big assumption in the USA.

51. Not all of us Asians are bad drivers = that's the worst stereotype ever =/

52. And this is the fact that even amongst Asian countries themselves they preferred to be called something else so don't straight assume. E.g. From Taiwan, Taiwanese not Chinese.

53. Example, people who live in Taiwan consider themselves Taiwanese not Chinese so please consider your usage or assumptions of ethnicites.

54. There is no freakin' language called Chinese. Chinese is an ethnicity. It's either mandarin, Cantonese or all the other languages in China.

55. People say eating Asian food is fattening. If you think that, we eat it everyday. Do you see most of us obese? We eat the healthy traditional food. And not egg fried rice everyday!

56. Just because we have the same last name doesn't mean we're related.

57. Not all of us own take-aways, restaurants and salons.

All Asian haters can suck balls. Good-bye : D


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H a i k u.

May. 6th, 2009 | 02:47 pm
mood: bored bored

Poem I made for Eng.Honors:

Unsustainable beats of the heart
Indescribable emotions to express
How grand love can be


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Camera Fixed / His True Love?

Apr. 25th, 2009 | 11:45 pm
location: To Zanarkand - Final Fantasy
mood: loved loved

My camera is fixed~
I can't believe it.

I can now video tape my last periods -- and such!
Making memories is very important and special to me.
It's more like a hobby -- or somewhat duty I must do! =DD

Ah, I can imagine it now.

-----------------------------------------> Continuous Journey.

Oh, another thing.
Something happened o . o;;
If you recalled my previously posted entry, I said how I don't think Seth loved me?
Well, I think he does love me-- Truly.
He said how he was so honored to be mine. Oh god, those words coming from him-- felt as if it's an embrace or something more<3
I just can't stop thinking about what he said.
It makes me so happy deeply inside; funny thing is he doesn't know. ( ;
Sigh, I can't stop loving him.

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Webcamming FTW?

Apr. 12th, 2009 | 12:34 am
mood: hyper hyper

Oh my gosh, today was extremely fun.
I decided to play around with my webcam( = today man.
Webcammed with Brother Stan and my darling Seth<33 It was a blast. Especially when Seth doesn't have much pictures XD I took 'em snapshots hahaha~ He's so adorable.

After Seth left, Stan and I began secretly taping my Sister Mi -- and took snapshots at that too.
We were trying to hold in all our laughter-- but it's hard to resist @ _ @;; Hella funny.
If only Seth was thereXDDD But he HAD to sleep.
It was like 5AM in the morning for that guy > O >;

Then came along Mi's singing. Hahahaha.
XDD funny funny.


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Semi Work / Computer.

Apr. 10th, 2009 | 12:15 pm
mood: calm calm
music: Only Hope - Mandy Moore.

It's fun to multi-task is it not?
Atm, I'm working and writing -- technically typing but whatever =D
Mmm, voice lessons today. ; _ ; Dude, she fricken charges you when you re-schedule at the last minute. > _ >; I am so a last minute person.
She hasn't charged us yet though. Instead, she gave a warning @ _ @; Dear oh dear.


Came back from Voice lessons.
Screw my allergic reactions -- ; w ; Couldn't help but touch her kitty.
Yes, I'm allergic to cats, lol. When Mrs.Kathy was washing the Tongue Instruments (Tools to lift your tongue -- for you to sing well.), she kinda took a long time, so I stared at her cat for awhile; observing every move that princess makes. She stared back. I decided to play a game with her; a short, simple game( = <
Took her feathery parrot and tossed it in her face. She grabbed it -- as if it was real  o - o.. She bit it and scratched it brutally. It was rather frightening. I kept doing it and it became entertaining LOL.
Mrs.Kathy came back and saw me playing with the Kitty =D I forgot her name though.. It was fun. XD

Today was fun. ( =
Seth mentions how my chest is better than my sis's as a joke-- it was funny XDD Cause I'm younger than her. Hahaha, Stan, her boyfriend tried to back her up but then thinks twice "hmm well.." ( X. Heehee.
Fun fun fun.


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Poem of Day II

Apr. 8th, 2009 | 08:32 pm
mood: Unsure. Unsure.

Just a dream or just a fate?
Am I able to win it, or am I too late?

His heart is what I yearn for,
What lies deep I am unsure.
My curiosity of wanting to know more,
For the truth is the main cure.

We are like a lit candle,
Ever so glowing as our love.
Warmth being given by the flame,
As if we were both been chosen by name.

Even If there was a better ending than this,
I would say how I long to be truly his.

PS: I'm not sure if it makes sense -- but I tried every way I could to describe my situation.

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Day two. Doubt.

Apr. 8th, 2009 | 08:00 pm
mood: worried worried

Still no friends on LJ huh? =D
I was on twitter just now-- telling my dear friend Nicole to get one ( X!
Today was alright. I was expecting more though.
Voice lessons cancelled and rescheduled on Friday D;

I made a guy account for SeireiteiRO ( Ragnarok high-rate server )
And it was funny how I made guy friends-- eventually, I told them I was a girl.
My homunculus evolved<33 His name is Miso Soup. XD Why am I tell you this? I don't know why either.
My boyfriend Seth has a girl account-- Haha hilarious. "I long to be one, Vic." HAHA He and I laughed.
We planned on "marrying" in the game in our reversed gender which is hysterical.

By the way, Google translators -- lame.
It's not accurate enough for people learning certain languages >=O!

Mmm, I should get my Young "career" back.
Well, not so much as a career-- more like a hobby: Making icons!
Oh how so I adore thee~

What else have I done to entertain myself today?
Msn! Ah, the beauty of quick communications within the Internet.
I just love my dearest Seth. Lover of the century<33
Not only my lover-- but my best friend( =

So intelligent, wise, strategic-- exactly who I was looking for. IT'S DESTINY ! Lmfao! XDDD
I doubt myself at times. I doubt how I'm not goodlooking enough; or even bright enough to be with his.
Maybe I love him too much. Loving him too much-- even suggesting him to have someone at his equal length?
I don't know. I just wish I knew what his true feelings were for me.
Perhaps he does love me the way I do for him? >  < I have no clue, dude.
I did apologize for "being dumb" but he always says, "no problem." What does that mean? > __ >;

Yesterday we played CHESS. Late night.
I felt so -- dumb. I forgot the basics of Chess, and he was teaching while playing againist me.
This one move made him surprised. "Nice move!" O _ O;
After we said our goodbyes-- he always says, "Love ya."
But ;D I replied differently, "Lies."
Shockingly, he responds, "Oh, how you hurt me so!"
I just said "Just kidding." But I semi was-- wasn't. >  3 <;

I doubt anyone would read this. Hahaha what a waste.
Just thinking to myself, I'm guessing.
What are the benefits, I wonder?

I love you so much Seth, I'd even break myself apart from you-- for you to find someone better than me.


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Hello everyone.

Apr. 7th, 2009 | 07:09 pm
mood: busy busy
music: Tell Me by Jinusean

Hello =D
I'm new at LJ-- and origially came from the abandoned GJ ) X!
Today, I was suppose to be on a Shopping Spree with my mom and sister Mi.
I took too long dressing up > _ > and trying to look good-- so they took off without me. D;
It sounds harsh, but it really isn't. I kinda didn't want to go anyway-- I'm a lazy person XDD!
So yes, this is the 2nd day of Spring Break =O, And we'll be in school again next Monday.

That's all for today-- farewell.


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